WTF

how the freak did i even keep this crap going this long?
UUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH
maybe it's all the adjustments to a new school year, but i don't know how much more i can handle.
i am stretched so far and worn so thin, i can feel the edge with my toes. the breaking point is so near and so close, yet i still haven't plummeted.
i'm trying with one thing at a time, but that doesn't seem to get me anywhere either.
can i just go, runaway...................please?